Satisfied With “Good Enough?”
When is “good enough” not enough? When should
you strive for something better? And when do you know that it’s time to be done
writing a project?
An Unexpected Email
The week before Christmas 2018, I contacted a
self-publisher for the first time. I thought it was like Amazon
self-publishing: download a program, put the book together yourself, and
they’ll print it for you. Not so. The publisher surprised me by notifying me
that they would send me a publishing kit by mail.
Cool.
I thought.
And then I got an email from an agent saying
that she needed me to confirm my mailing address for the kit, and that there
was a paper in there that they’d signed so I could confidently disclose my book
to them.
A flood of self-consciousness overwhelmed me. I wanted to pull back my email, my phone
number, and everything about me. I’m not
ready for publishing, I thought. Besides, I wasn’t nearly finished with my
project: a compilation of military poems. That evening, I slapped together a
poem in a desperate attempt to up my count of items to include in the book.
I didn’t want to talk with the agent, even
amid my excitement. I looked over the few poems that I had completed, and only
two or three looked worthy of sharing with the world.
These aren’t good.
I realized that for too long, I’ve been
satisfied with “good enough.”
Mediocrity’s Trap
Back in 2018, in The Cocky Crash I shared about my need for critiques from the real
world, from the people that weren’t afraid to give me feedback that would hurt.
Without those critiques, it’s too easy to slip into lazy writing. It’s too easy
to let folks read your work when those people think your work is always great. It’s easy to
not do your best when you’ll get compliments anyway.
“To be a warrior [or
author] is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is rather an endless
struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our lives. Nobody is born a
warrior [or author], in exactly the same way that nobody is born an average
man. We make
ourselves into one or the other.” – Carlos Castaneda
Writing work
that’s worthy of publishing is an endless struggle. It requires research, observation,
and critical imagination. It demands every ounce of working hard, of giving
your absolute best, of knowing your work couldn’t be better.
It’s asking the
question of, “Is
this what I want to see published?” as you write. If not, you’ve got
to make it better.
The Balance
At the same time,
there’s the knowledge that something could always be fixed, something could
always be better. And if you kept poking at and tweaking your work, chances are
it would never get published because it would never be ready.
There comes a
time when you need to ask, “Is my work ready? It may not be perfect, but have I done my
best?”
And that’s when
it’s time to be done. That’s when you face your self-consciousness and send your work off anyway. If you get a
rejection letter, oh well. Take a break, then see what you can fix. Send it off
again. And again.
“If I waited for
perfection…I would never write a word.” – Margaret Atwood
Don’t let
excellence scare you away from writing. “It is better to write a bad first
draft than to write no first draft at all.” – Will Shetterly
Find the balance
of refusing to be satisfied with “good enough,” while knowing in your heart
when it’s time to be done.
“There isn’t, unfortunately, any
way of discovering whether you can write a publishable novel except by writing
it.” – John Braine
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Does your writing need perfecting? Or is it
time to go for publishing, or whatever the next step may look like for you?
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