When You Run Out of Ink
How
do you deal with the times when you feel like you’re supposed to be writing…and
you just can’t? Or you have zero
motivation? Or you want to write, but when you sit down the words won’t come? Or you’ve written two
novels, run a blog on writing, and wonder why you’re suddenly having so much
trouble writing/getting motivated/having thoughts, etc.?
I’ve
been going through a dry spell of writing since May. It’s not that I don’t want to write; I just can’t seem to find either the words or the energy. I’ve
told myself that it doesn’t matter. I’m supposed to write, whether it’s easy or
not. I’m supposed to stay disciplined. I’m supposed to write whether I’m
drowning in inspiration or licking at a rusted, trickling pipe.
But
it’s not working. I’ve beat myself up over it a bit, trying to figure out
what’s wrong with me. Why am I having so much trouble? Is my love for writing fading? That thought has scared me. Am I letting fear of
not being perfect hold me back?
And
then, a very welcome realization came to me. This
isn’t the first time this has happened. I
had just forgotten. For several months spanning 2016 and 2017, I faced a
similar “dryness.” I put off working on revisions. I didn’t have the brainpower
or motivation. I felt stuck. I felt guilty for not working on my novel. I
finally forced out a draft, but I hated my book.
And
then I started a new story that I fell in love with, worked on it for three
drafts, and put it away to settle for a while. And now I find myself stuck in
another writing desert, where the words won’t come.
But
now, I realize that’s okay. This has happened before. It’s temporary. My brain just needs a break. The excitement will come back. The words will
come again. I just need to wait awhile and not feel guilty for it. I can do
art, go on a trip, get out, not write. And while I wait, I can anticipate the story that
will come.
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When
have you faced a writing drought? What helped you refresh and move out of it?
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